Dear God

This week has been a stressful week for me.
Firstly, I fell sick...flu, throat infection, fever, cough, everything.
Secondly, this week are my interim evaluation and report submissions.
Thirdly, I HAVE BEEN SPENDING SO MUCH RECENTLY.
Fourthly, LACK OF SLEEP..............slept at 1am almost everyday this week.

Please intervene, and guide me along.
Please help.
Strength, wisdom, perseverance, LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL, where art thou?

Ten thousand things on my mind, and God, I hope You take it all away, all of my worries and burdens.
You rule and reign in my life. x

I love You.

Sincerely,
Claria

Everyone knows, except for me

I don't want to give up, but I don't want to try either. Takes two hands to clap, you said.

People

Tired of trying. What's the point anyway. So, screw it.

"For where your heart is, there your treasure is also." beware of the things that you keep close to your heart.

//
Friends who judge you...oh wait is that even considered your friend?

Sometimes/

You want it so badly.
But sometimes it's better to not have certain things, because once you lose it, you'll long for it even more.

Keep a distance, guard yourself.

Braces

GOOD DAY ALL!

It's 3.10pm, and I'm currently at MAS lounge, doing my interim report...

Today's my off day :D

But ya...still came back to MAS, to do my work.

Yep, I am good. Hehe

SO....YESSSS

Now, my mouth is an armored mouth!!!! :D

It's quite uncomfortable at the start, but I know I will get used to it!

Eating has become a chore, and something that I hate...

Eating has never felt so stressful before....even if the food is mad fattening.

AHHH!

That's the price I have to pay I guess...

Hmm, anyway, my previous post is not quite done yet! (the one on AR Bernard's preaching)

Guess I will blog on that when I have the time!

Omgggg, I need to concentrate on doing my report, my mind kept wandering away,even though I am alone here.

C TO THE O TO THE N TO THE C E N TO THE T TO THE R TO THE A T E.

CONCENTRATE.

This is a game of concentration concentration~~

A cup of Starbucks, a quiet environment and soothing music, this kinda sums up my Thursday afternoon.

And, I am loving such times alone. :)

Heading for a short getaway trip with JECKY, Max & Zhihong this coming Saturday, a one-day trip.

Better than nothing :)

JBJBJB HERE I GOOOOO, my first time there!

ON A RANDOM NOTE: CATHAY SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!! Omg so annoyed!!! 

Talking about this makes my blood boil.............................

ARGH.

Alright, time to do my work! Running out of time..

What if, what if, too much what ifs running through my mind.

Nope

At the back of my head

When you are looking for someone so urgently and desperately, in need of a person who can listen to you, your sorrows, who will that be?

For me, I found no one, other than God. 

Once again, I'm reminded of how humans are, selfish creatures.

Hah, funny how humans behave. 

It has been a joke all along..

I can't seem to shake this feeling off, even after so long..

Abba Father

Service with Dr AR Bernard was FANTASTIC!!

Always love the things that he says, it never fails to come at the perfect timing; just when I needed it.

Forever reminding me of how it should be like walking with God.

And never about LEGALISM.

(Ok, brb. To be continued)

ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS VIDEO!

Especially their last part...."Tell everyone about Jesus" & their 9th question, ROFL.

:')

I'll be back.

Harsh Truth

When you have decided to change into a brand new person, turn over a new leaf, people will just keep digging up your past. Then, indirectly remind you that they have already judged you and have a perception of who you are in their mind, that you can't change your past.

It's like you tried so hard to erase something... Then, you realized..it has became a scar...for life.
Time to face reality, and wake up.
Giving up even before trying, that's what all of us do.

The gap

Few words that best described how I feel now: Drifting away from people and losing faith in humans.

Who can I really trust now? when everyone judge one another..

And you don't know who's gonna keep whatever that you tell them to themselves..

I rather rely on myself. Humans never fail to disappoint..

Sigh, on a brighter note, I can't wait for all of the overseas trips I'll be going this year!

Kukup on next weekend, Genting with the primary school people, Phuket/BKK/Malaysia with mom, Germany w dad and BKK with Jenise & Sherm...wow.

Hopefully all of these will happen :)

Good night all!

Labour Day

Good day all, it's 1 May, LABOUR DAY!!!

Wooooo, no work today, but it's also my last public holiday till the end of intern.

ANYWAY, almost half of the year is gone, wow...this is too fast..

3.35pm currently, & I was just thinking, if I'm at work now, my day is about to end!!

HAHA WTS, thinking about work during a public holiday, I must be mad.

Since I am quite free now, I shall talk a lil about my weekend!

Headed out with Kim last Saturday.

Definitely love times like these, meeting up in the evening for a dinner then a walk down esplanade area, accompanied with people that I love and camera, yep.

This is simple joy :)

We wanted to go for dinner @ Salad!Stop but it's closed.....sian

I miss the wraps there!!! :(

So we settled for Bakerzin's set meals, not that nice though.

Window shopping a lil before heading to Esplanade to take photos.

Yes, I know I am not a professional photographer or stuff like that.

But I love photography...and I do what I like to do :)

SO....DON'T JUDGE MY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS PLZZZZ...

Took a few only lah....and these are the ones that I like, hehe.

I love how my camera has this effect of blurring the top and the bottom!!!! :)

A couple shots with the girl :)

Walked to the Starbucks at Fullerton, chill and laze around there WITHOUT buying any drinks...

LOL jews....

Lastly, saw these bunch of people there, because the crubbers are heading to Butter Fact!

Have no idea why this photo quality sucks....................crap

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Met my primary school friends on Sunday!!! :)

Friends for over a decade :')

Leeyang, Ciping, Me, Yisin & Eunice.

From left to right.

Missing one member: YAP SHILEE!!!!

Met them up @ 313 Starbucks as I was doing my work.

OKAY, here comes the retarded thing:

I was listening to this song: TOO LITTLE TOO LATE BY JOJO,

And there's thunder in her song.

So when I played her song, I heard thunder and I looked at the scenery at 313 Starbucks.

It appeared a lil dark...

So I told my friends, that it's going to rain.....

HAHAAH WTS,

AND THEY ALL PANICKED....

They were like "oh shit my birks gonna die today", etc etc...

Then I realized, after a while, that the thunder came from my song & the sun was so sunny!!!!!!

OMGGGGG, LOL @ myself...this is epic fail.

Then, we headed to Cine to watch movie - THE VOW.

Yes, I know I am supposed to blog about movies, shall do it in the next post.

Gonna blog about all ze movies that I think it's worth watching/I want to watch. 

HAHAHA.

The Vow was quite a good movie, really quite touching & how this guy really tried so hard to hold on to this love that his wife had already long forgotten.

And just a random thought that came to my mind: How far are we willing to go for love?

Many people give up easily, or perhaps even before trying.

They say giving up is tough, but holding on is even tougher.

How tough are you?

Walked all the way from Cine to Ion for Imperial Treasure with them.

THE FOOD THERE ARE REALLY AWESOME, FANTASTIC, NO JOKE, GOOD.

I love it!!!! Have been a faithful customer of Imperial Treasure since I knew of it.

And, I think I patronized them at least once a month? Hahah, loving the food there!!!

Then, we went to shop for a lil while before heading to Cold Stone for dessert.

Yep, somerset to orchard and back to somerset.

LOL.

WE WENT CRAZY AT COLD STONE, did cheers for Leeyang NON-STOP from Cold Stone all the way back to Serangoon mrt.

HAHAHAHAH, crazy times with them, serious.

It has been more than 10 years since we all knew each other.

And, I can say we are all one of those few who saw each other's ugliest moments.

That we are able to go crazy together in TOWN, laughing @ each other, making each other look stupid/retard...

But there's one thing, I absolutely love how I am when I am with them...no judgments, no nothing, just being yourself!

Oh, we took a video of our cheers too, shall upload it here too ^^

Let the photos do the talking now!

Leeyang's comment on this photo:

"Why he left so early..."

Fantastic 4 LOL

Eunice!!!! :)

ZHU CHANG FEN THAT TASTESSSS REALLY GOOD :>

Only @ Imperial Treasure ION hahahaha.

Yep, small eyes friends I have there...

My comment on this photo:

"Sian...why Shilee never text me..."

Missing one more girl: YAP SHI LEE.

Hope to see her soooon :)

It's halfway through the week, and yet, another busy week.

Tomorrow: meeting JENISE ZE MAD WOMAN for a date ^^

Thursday: Head to dentist then off to meet Yihui (finally) for swee choon!

Friday: Gonna meet the clique for a b'day celebration

Saturday (5TH MAY, I AM ALL STOKED FOR THIS DATE): JAYYYESSSSLEEEE'S CONCERT with Sherm & Lijie!!!! And also, Avengers with JECKY :)))))

Lastly, this is the video!!!! 

Have fun laughing at it :))))

It's unglam ttm, butttttt it was crazy fun :)

Another full body video, have to tilt your headdddd beware :)

OKAY BYEEE, CIAOS, TATA :)

Have a good day ahead!